Fill us with Your heart

Date....June 20.
Starting time....1:26.
Mood....A bit distressed.
Outside my window....Sunny.
I'm thinking....That I complain too much.
I'm reading....The Resurrection by Mike Durand. Trying out a new author.
I'm listening to....The squeaky shoes from the basketball game on tv.
Yesterday I....Went to church. It was awesome. Went to a family-get-together for Father's Day. It was loud and chaotic but fun as usual.
I'm excited for....The day I meet my Jesus in the clouds. Yeah, folks. It's gonna be awesome.
I'm sad because....Of families that are being torn apart. When parents get divorced, it really does affect the kids. It breaks my heart.
I'm hungry for....Lunch. I haven't eaten yet.
I'm trying....To use the word "awesome" more sparingly and to use it only when pertaining to God-things. Because in reality, God-things are the only things that are awesome.
I'm realizing....This world needs more love. This world needs more hope. This world needs more Jesus.
The song stuck in my head is...."Father, Will You Come"
I want....To be more diligent.
I love....Taking care of kids. They are so cute and say the funniest things.
I hate....That a lot of my friends have to live hours away. Cause I really want to see them.
This week my goal is to....Finish packing and be in Texas on Thursday. We're roadtrippin' it. Break out the cheetos, double A batteries, and Lydia Stanley/Chris Tomlin/Matt Maher cds.
Did I meet last week's goal? Ish.
Ending time....1:46

A Moment You Wish You Could Relive

Day 6.

I have learned in my life not to live in the past, nor to stay in the present, but to proceed into the future.

However, reminiscing is not a bad thing. In fact, it is a wonderful thing. Reminiscing brings back happy memories, teaching moments, and refreshing thoughts. One of my favorite memories to reminisce is one night at TeenPact State Class 2009. (I wrote a post about a TeenPact event last May.) On this Thursday night, the remaining students and staff from the class(around thirty people) went down to the lake where we had a bonfire. We stood around the fire looking up at the stars singing or praying. It was such a beautiful moment that is embedded in my memory.

Just Some Thoughts...

Some people do very little thinking in their life, doing things on a sudden impulse or saying whatever comes to them at the moment. But as for me, I am a thinker. Whether it be deep thinking, random thinking, or thinking about nothing of importance, I love to do it. Here is a little something that has given my brain a workout. Are you ready for this?

"In 2011, we will experience these dates 1/1/11, 1/11/11, 11/1/11, and 11/11/11. Also, if you add the last two digits of the year you were born and the age you will be this year, the result is 111."

Never Failing.

Today I watched one of those cliche Disney movies which of course comes with a teen romance mixed in. But this one upset me a tad bit. Okay, okay. More than a tad.

The Disney guy, who is the main character of the story, has an annoying, self-centered girlfriend who he doesn't even like. They are together for popularity's sake. Then he meets this ordinary girl that he falls for after spending an entire day with her. He then ensues to tell his best friend what is great about this "ordinary" girl and why he likes her so much. Everything he says is overheard by his real girlfriend. She breaks up with him. AND HE IS ASTOUNDED. The unfaithful, lying guy is the "hero" of the story?! Sorry, but he lost points from me. (Sorry about the rant.)

Anyway. It got me thinking about my God and His love for me. His love is true. His love is faithful. His love is never-ending. He doesn't love me one day and leave me the next. Through all of my faults, He still loves me. When I make a gazillion mistakes in one day, He is there with arms wide open. Isn't it a beautiful thought?

His love. never. fails.

A Favorite Quote

Day 5.

"I wish to do something Great and Wonderful, but I must start by doing the little things like they were Great and Wonderful."-Albert Einstein

This is such an applicable quote, and one that I have applied to my own life. Many times we dream big but miss the here and now. "I want to do this." "I want to go there." "I would make a bigger impact if I did that." All of these things are great and wonderful, but what about the small things? The things that prepare you for the big ones? The things that you are needed for?

Why must we mope around if we can't do something huge when there is a smaller task staring us in the face?

You may want to be a leader in your state or nation. That is awesome! But right now you need to be a leader in your family. You may want to visit foreign nations, preaching the gospel to thousands of people. That is amazing! But maybe you are needed in the soup kitchen, telling that one girl about Christ.

Sometimes we are needed in ways that don't seem great and wonderful, but they are great and wonderful. You may not become famous or nationally recognized, but that is where God wants you. Matthew 6:1 says, "Beware of practicing your righteousness before other people in order to be seen by them, for then you will have no reward from your Father who is in heaven."

Now don't get me wrong. I am not saying that everyone is prideful in wanting to make an impact. I am saying that we shouldn't get distracted by the things WE want to do when there are things that GOD wants us to do. We shouldn't get distracted by looking for the "big" things that are Great and Wonderful, but we should "start by doing the little things like they are Great and Wonderful."

Today We Stand Together

In March 2007, the state of Alabama suffered a great disaster when tornadoes swept through killing 20 people, 8 of those being students from the Enterprise high school.

Two days ago, on April 27, Alabama suffered another tornado outbreak which killed more than 200 people, devastated cities, and left thousands homeless. Alabama was not the only state affected, but Arkansas, Mississippi, Tennessee, Georgia, and Virginia also received damage and fatalities. The following pictures are just a taste of what Tuscaloosa and Birmingham went through. (Note: These pictures are not mine.)

I have many friends scattered throughout each of these states, and I am thankful that all of them are safe. Please pray for those who are homeless, trapped, or lost loved ones.

A Favorite Television Program

Day 4.

I don't watch much TV. Why? Because nearly everything on now-days is trash. I love interior design so HGTV is a channel I turn to when nothing else is on. Some of the designers intrigue me, but I'm afraid that there are few really good design shows anymore. I remember the days of Trading Spaces hosted by Paige and While You Were Out hosted by the amazing Evan. Yeah...

But anyway, I don't watch the modern popular shows. I watch reruns of the old sixties and seventies shows like The Andy Griffith Show, I Love Lucy, and The Waltons. One of my favorites(though it is from the eighties) is The Cosby Show.

It's a comedy show about a family in Brooklyn which consists of a doctor father, a lawyer mother, and five kids. It combines a family's joys, trials, and everyday going-ons with hilarious comedy from Bill Cosby.

It's a show that just makes you laugh. :)